sometime

As I have went through my post from last few year where I was fully myself, I did what my heart wanted. I went to so many countries did so many things in this few year, I was so happy. I loved and love myself so much. I was fully happy, I really was. I did really enjoy and love to be single.

But this year, something has changed.. I have one special person by my side, I ain't sure if he feels lucky to have me or he doesn't, but I deeply hope he does.

It hurts me when we both misunderstand each other, when we got heavy conversations, when we both fight.. I hate that, it makes me so tired because it kills my mental health and of course his as well.. when your mental health goes down, love feel no more right..

one thing I don't really understand, every time when I was in relationship, things get so complicated, both of us always have something that makes us misunderstand each other, and it turns to the fight..

But this time, with him. I try my best to be a good girlfriend, I try as best as I know how. I love seeing us laughing around and I love that the way we both talk.. not only tell another you are wrong or I'm right.

I've learnt how to be a girlfriend with him, I've learnt something with him as I haven't done with anyone. He has something that I could learn with.

So now on.. I will do what it is right for our relationship. It might not be last but I will try my best to be as good as I can.

I love you xx

Andrea