Heartbroken

I don't know and don't understand about love. I think as much as we love ourselve might could help us understand more about sharing our feelings to one another but most of time it went wrong, I feel like I fail and fail and fail again.. I try to improve the relationship that I think I could do anything for but it always put me down and weighs me down even more.

Am I the person who is hard to love? Am I the only one who losing herself to be with someone? I'm tired.. I'm really tired. It makes me want to stop our relationship. It breaks my heart into pieces everytime we fight. Or saying how terrible each other is..

It weighs me down completely.. I decided to leave everytime when we seemed like to start terrible conversations. I always choose to leave each other alone.

The more I think I do understand the relationship the more it get complicated..

I'm tired and I want myself to be happ as much as I ever have been few years before.

Dear you, please.. We should stop doing this. Just leave each other alone..